Uginess

I believe that for the first time in my life I have seen myself clearly in the mirror. It's one of those days where so much feels wrong.

Most people have pictures and moments of themselves that they don't like, and I believe it is those that we should look at most. Instead of avoiding the things we dislike, they should be all the more embraced. Be it blemishes or not doing well in school, the problem should be faced head-on.

I hate my skin. Even as I say it, I find it partially untrue. I like seeing the scars along my knees and shins where I have good childhood memories and I like seeing my forearms turn tan during the summer. There are other parts I find disgusting. Acne, I believe, is the crusher of self-esteems for adults and teens alike. I haven't done anything wrong. I'm not a bad person for having pimples. I'm simply an ugly one.